(Part: 56 I love her too) Love Or Sin {Sidnaaz}

Mukti was sitting at the backseat of the car while the driver was putting the luggage in the dicky. She was leaving for the airport.

“Shivansh…” She raised her brows in shock and murmured in disbelief to find Shivansh in front of her car. He strode toward the door and opened it.

“You’re not going anywhere.” He grasped her wrist and took her out of the car. Mukti was staring at bemusedly.

“Shivansh, what happened to you suddenly?” She asked, staring at him.

“I’m in love again.” She gasped, listening to him and felt a sudden sharp pain in his heart. The person whom she loved, he again fell in love with somebody else.

She looked down to control her tears. She plastered a smile and raised her eyelashes to look at him. “ I’m happy for you. Who is the lucky girl ?” She asked, fighting back with her tears.

“She is so beautiful and kindhearted girl. The most amazing girl.” He started praising the girl and it was getting difficult for her to control her emotions. Tears trickled down her cheeks automatically.

“I’m getting late. I have to go.” She turned around to open the door of the car. But Shivansh stopped her by holding her hand. In a swift motion, he pulled her toward himself. Her back collided with his front.

Mukti’s heartbeat accelerated because of their proximity. She closed her eyes and took a deep breath, resting her head on his chest. She got lost in his touch forgetting everything, forgetting about the whole world. She was craving to be in his arms like this. She was feeling like she was dreaming and what next he said, it shocked her more.

“I love you, Mukti.” As he whispered in her ear, Mukti opened her eyes in shock instantly.

She pulled away and turned toward him. She stared at him incredulously. She couldn’t believe her ears. She was really feeling like she was dreaming.

He clasped her face and moved closer to her. “I really love you.” Mukti was beyond shocked. She felt like she was dreaming with open eyes.

After kissing her forehead, he knelt in front of her. “I wanna spend the rest of my life with you. Will you marry me ?” He held her hand and asked, his eyes were filled with love. Mukti was just staring at him incredulously. She was thunderstruck with his sudden confession and marriage proposal.

“I’m waiting for your answer, Mukti.” He said because she wasn’t responding. “My knees are hurting. Will you answer me, Mukti ?”

Next moment, she burst into tears. Shivansh instantly stood up, seeing her in tears.

“I know that I hurt you a lot in past. I was a fool that I could never see your love. And you never confessed for my happiness. I realised that I also love you. You know, what I feel for you is different, I never felt like this for Shehnaaz. The distance between us made me realise that what you are for me. Without you, one day was like a thousand years for me. I passed every moment without you counting as if I was bearing a punishment. I really want to spend the rest of my life with you, Mukti. I want to marry you. I promise you that I will never let you cry after this. Till my last breath, I will support you. All life long, my love for you will never fade.”

He was telling his true feelings to her and wiping her tears which were constantly rolling down on her cheeks. Her heart was crying with happiness. She didn’t expect this to happen, it was like she was seeing a dream.

She started crying hiding her face in his chest and clutching his jacket. “I love you, Shivansh. I really wanted to tell you this from so long time. I’m feeling like I’m dreaming. If it is really a dream, then I don’t want to wake up, I just want to live in this dream forever. I love you so much. I love you…”

Shivansh wrapped his arms around her and he was caressing her hair. He could understand her pain. She had endured a lot of pain in past because of her one-sided love.

He let her cry and let her take out her all pain for a few minutes and then he broke the hug. “Stop crying, please.” He implored, clasping her face.

He moved closer to her face and sucked her tears. “Like this, I will take away all your pain.”

Mukti was gazing at him in utter disbelief. “I just can’t believe it.” She murmured and he smiled.

“Don’t worry, I’ll make you believe.” He placed a kiss on her cheek. Her lips curled into a beautiful smile and her eyes shimmered with happiness. She never thought that one day he would also love her.

He clasped her hand. “Now tell me, do you want to spend the rest of my life with me?” He asked, looking at her.

She smiled broadly but next second, her smile faded away and corners of lips drew down.

Shivansh’s eyebrows caressed. “What happened?” He asked concernedly.

“I want to tell you something. I..” he shushed her, putting finger on her lips. She narrowed her brows.

“I know everything. You just relax.” He kissed her forehead. She was staring at him in confusion.

“I know that I’m going to become daddy soon.” He whispered, gazing at her lovingly.

“How, do you know ?” Her eyes bug out.

He smiled and knelt, ignoring her question. “First let me talk to my baby.” He said, looking up at her.

He held her waist and gazed at her belly fondly. “Hello my baby, daddy is here. I just want to tell you that your daddy loves you and your Mumma a lot.” He placed a kiss on her belly over the fabric of her top. She closed her eyes and a blissful smile spread across her face. Few fresh tears rolled down her cheeks mechanically. She was really feeling like she was seeing a beautiful dream. She was extremely happy and her heart was dancing joyfully inside her.

After that, he stood up and cupped her face. “I really wanna kiss you, Can I ?” He asked, gazing at her lips sensuously and then he again looked at her.

She was getting turned on with his seductive looks. “I have been waiting for this day since so long. I never knew that my this wish would ever come true one day.” She put her hands on his face and caressed his dark stubble with his fingers. He closed his eyes, her touch was making him crazy. She was gazing at him, her eyes filled with immense love.

She moved closer to his lips. He opened his eyes as he felt her hot breath on his lips. Both smiled at each other. Then their lips touched, making them shiver on their places. They started kissing each other slowly and softly, pouring all the love. Her hands went in his hair. He pulled her closer to himself, holding her waist and deepened the kiss. Their bodies were on fire. They were kissing each other souls through the kiss.

After a few minutes, they pulled apart, staring at each other intensely.

“I really love you, Mukti. You have completed me with your love. I’m really so lucky to have you.” He whispered and kissed her forehead.

Mukti smiled delightfully. “I’m so happy and I love you a lot.” She hugged him happily and he hugged her back tightly, having a blissful smile on his face.

On the other hand, Sidnaaz were lying naked in each other arms after completing each other. It was a feeling of contentment for both of them. They endured a lot of pain to be together forever. They were staring at each other contently, having a blissful smile on their faces.

“I love you a lot and I’ll always love you. If there is a life after this, I’ll love you there too. You’re the only reason, I’m alive. You completed me. You have given me a new life. You showed me the right path always. You introduced me to a new world where there is nothing to be worried about until you’re with me. You fought for our love always. When I called our love sin, you were always there to tell me that love can never be a sin, it is pure emotion. I don’t care what other people think about us, the only thing which matters to me is you. You’re a gem of a person and I’m really lucky to have you. My love for you will never die. I love you so much, Sidharth. I love you..” she started kissing all over his face after confessing her feeling.

Sidharth’s eyes were closed and he was just enjoying the touch of her lips on his skin.

“I love you more, my star, and I just want you to keep shining like this always. I just want you to tell you that nobody can separate us because we’re connected through each other through hearts. Our bodies can be separated but our hearts, never. Separation can’t even separate us, that’s what our love is. You know what we are, we’re inseparable souls. Things will change with the time and we both will grow together because that’s what life is but one thing will never change and it has never changed, that is I’ll always keep falling in love with you. We’ll make every day of our life beautiful and special with our love. You’ll be forever my favourite shining star.”

He was playing with her hand and she was just smiling on his words. These words were giving peace to her soul. The fear of losing him was also fading after his confession because nothing could separate, not even death.

“I love you..” both confessed their love to each other for the last and slept peacefully in each other arms, having a blissful smile on their faces.

After one year, Shehnaaz was writing last few lines of her book ‘Love Or Sin’, sitting on her desk. It took her one year to complete this book. This book was more close to her heart because this is the story of her life.

She wrote “True love can never be a sin because love is pure emotion and it can happen anytime and anywhere. So never regret after falling in love because it is God’s blessing.”

So this journey of Sidnaaz ends here. Hope you like it.

Shower your love for the last time on this story. Don’t forget to tell me, how do find their this journey.

Love Mehak

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