Before starting this part. I want to say few words. Sana has trust issues from years and it will not go in a few weeks or months. Sid and Sana met a month back only and she can’t trust him in this short span after what had happened with her in the past. She knows he loves her than even. She doesn’t trust love. She stopped believing in love. She still blames herself for trusting someone blindly. Sid is also not forcing her to trust him because he knows, she needs only time. With time, she will eventually start trusting him. But before this, their love has to pass so many tests.
Sana walked out of Sid’s room spending some time. Both wanted to spend more time with each other but Sana had to prepare dinner at home.
“Hello, uncle ?” Sana greeted Raj who was walking out of his room. Raj smiled back and he also welcomed her like his son with a sneeze.
“Uncle you also caught a cold. I brought Kadha for Sidharth. You also drink that Kadha. You will get completely fine in a day.” She said and Raj was just looking at her having a big smile on his face. He was glad to see that She already took the responsibilities of Sidharth and this house. She already started taking care of his son. After all, Sana was his choice and he was feeling proud of his choice.
“Thank you beta and God bless you,” Raj said patting Sana’s hair and gave her blessings. Sana smiled in response looking at him.
At dining table Shukla’s were having dinner. Muskan was entertaining everyone with her cute talks.
“Where is Cabir?” Neyonika asked about Cabir catching everyone’s attention. Jay and Sid looked at each other and passed the smile.
“Mom we locked him in the room.” Sid told Neyonika and everyone’s eyes shot up in a shock. Muskan giggled after knowing this.
“Why ?” Neyonika asked confusingly.
“Because we wanted him to teach him a lesson. Don’t worry, we are just going to open the door.” Jay said getting up and Sid also got up. Neyonika shook her head in disbelief.
“How can I blame my children when my own husband still behaves like a kid sometimes.” Neyonika taunted Raj in fun tone. Everybody laughed and Raj was now glaring at her.
“Papa, chachu, musu bi aap dono sath jaegi room tholne.” She said jumping down from her chair and rushed behind Sid and Jay before Mahi could stop her.
Jay was opening the lock of Cabir’s room while Sid was standing beside him, holding Muskan in his arms. He opened the door and they walked inside and their eyes widened up in a shock. Cabir was just about to break the glass window with the hockey stick.
“Cabir stop.” As Sid and Jay shouted together, Cabir instantly stopped. Muskan was also shocked. He turned around and they both were glaring at him.
“You both didn’t leave any other option with me.” He said in attitude walking toward them like all this was happening because of them and he was having no mistake.
“Chachu aap iss stick ke sath ka kale thai ?” Muskan asked pointing her little finger toward the hockey stick which was in Cabir’s hand.
“Trying to Break the window because I have a date with your Massi.” He said casually and ran from there before his brother could beat him more.
“Daddy, Sid chachu, yeh date ka hoti hai? Date Matlab talik but chachu ka matlab tha talik massi ke sath? Musu bilkul bi smajh ni aya.” Cabir’s words confused her and she cutely asked from them. Sid and Jay looked at each other wondering that how to explain the little Muskan about the word date.
“Ask Chachu, we also don’t know the meaning of the date.” Sid answered smartly and Muskan now looked toward Jay for the answer. He also nodded his head negatively. Answering children’s questions is the most difficult task.
Jay was all ready to complete their romance which had remained incomplete in the morning and evening, but when he walked inside, for a second he became sad because Mahi also fell asleep while making her daughter sleep. But soon a smile spread across his face seeing the beautiful view. Muskan was sleeping above her Mumma, encircling her arms around her neck. He walked toward them. He covered them with the blanket properly and then kissed their forehead gently. He laid down beside them and fell asleep while seeing the two most important person of his life.
Last Night Sidnaaz slept while talking to each other. In the morning also they talked for sometime after waking up and then went to take bath. Sana was cleaning her cupboards after breakfast. She was happy and whistling her favourite song which was of her Sidharth Shukla.
She was taking out her clothes from the cupboard and keeping them on the bed. By mistake, few clothes slipped down on the floor. She slapped her head for the mistake and bent down to pick up the clothes. She picked up the clothes and now from those clothes few photos fell down on the floor. As Sana’s eyes fell on them, she froze for a moment seeing those photos.
Those photos of her with the person who had betrayed her and broken her heart brutally. The man who had brought her nothing but misery. Tears started breaming in her eyes. The memories which she never wanted to remember which she was trying to forget from years, the flashes of those memories again started coming in her mind. She crashed down on the floor in agony and clothes slipped down from her hands. She picked up the photos and tears automatically started rolling down from her eyes. She didn’t want to cry for him anymore but it wasn’t in her hands. She just wanted to erase his memories from her mind. The memories which were beautiful for her a few years back and now they were just her mistake. She was weeping, closing her eyes and her hand clutched the photo tightly. She wanted this pain to go but nothing was helping her out. Everyone said that the time will heal her but the time was also not healing.
Whenever she tried to move on, to live her life happily and to give a chance to her life then only something happened with her which broke her heart again into millions of pieces. She didn’t know why those photos were still affecting her. She wanted to stop this pain. She got tired of fighting with her pain and fear. She wanted to be healed. She wanted this pain to be vanished away completely. She had burned all his memories but she was having no idea how those photos remained hidden.
Was god hinting something to her through these photos?
“No, I won’t cry for that bastard anymore.” She gathered herself and said wiping her tears with the knuckles. She took a deep breath and got up. Again her eyes fell on the photos which she was holding in her hand. She shut her eyes in anguish and pressed her lips together to control her cries and tears. She immediately opened her eyes when she heard the voice of opening of the door.
There she saw the person who was relieving her pain. That person was non-other Sid. She immediately hid the photo behind her back and plastered a fake smile. He immediately came to know that she was hiding something and her wet eyelids were clearly telling him that she had cried. His heart broke down seeing her wet eyes. He walked toward her taking slow steps. She was looking down and crushing the photos in her fist. He stood in front of her and her breath became heavy.
“What you are hiding, Angel ?” He asked pulling her face up by holding her chin with his thumb and index finger. She was now looking at him. Her eyes were filled up with pain and he could clearly see that. His heart was inching. He wanted to know the reason. Till morning everything was fine. She was happy and excited about their marriage shopping. Then what happened to her suddenly, he was shocked.
“One thing you can never hide from me that is your tears. Your wet eyelids are telling me that you were crying.” Her eyes widened up in a shock that how he came to know that she was crying.
“What do you think.. that your fake smile will make me fool?” He asked raising his eyebrows. She looked down having no answer to his question.
“Please tell me, Shehnaaz, why you were crying and what are you hiding from me ?” As he requested, she moved her eyelashes up to look at him. It was hurting him because she was again hiding things from him.
“You promised me that you will share everything with me. You are breaking your promise, Angel and it is hurting.” He pointed his index finger at his heart. She looked toward his heart and again toward him.
“Sidharth, you are thinking wrong. I am not hiding anything.” She said breaking her silence. He chuckled making her confused.
“I know.. you are lying, Angel. I want truth and if you are really not hiding anything from me then show me what is in your hand ?” He said in a serious tone while she clutched the photos more tightly looking at him silently. She didn’t want to make him hurt by showing those photographs. She didn’t want that he should come to know that those photos were still affecting her.
“Okay fine. You don’t want to tell me. You need space right. Then I am going. But from next time don’t do such promises which you can’t keep, please..” He said dishearteningly taking few steps away from her, looking at her disappointedly. She shut her eyes dejectedly. She didn’t want to hurt him in any manner but she was hurting him. She opened her eyes and he turned around to go. She saw him going toward the door. She wanted to run and hug him but she felt like her legs got jammed. Her heart was screaming to stop him.