“Where are the stairs?” Sana was shouting and finding stairs in the balcony because she wanted to go home. Instead of going outside, she came in the balcony by mistake because she was drunk. The balcony of Sid’s room was huge and in balcony only, there was a swimming pool. Sid came there following her.
“Stop..” Sid shouted and rushed to stop her from jumping down from the balcony. She was trying to climb on the railing.
“Are you crazy?” He turned her toward himself, holding her one arm and shouted on her. She was looking at him, making a cute innocent pout.
“Why are you shouting on me. I was just finding the stairs. I want to go home.” She said in babyish language, looking at him innocently. A smile spread across his face, seeing her behaving like a cute kid.
“But why you want to go home, Sana ?”As he asked, she instantly opened her mouth to speak, but next moment only she closed her mouth without speaking anything making Sid confused.
“Voh toh mein bhul gye.” She laughed loudly clapping her hands. Sid stared at her, widening his eyes in disbelief because she was behaving completely different after getting drunk.
“I have to tell Sid something that Why I was going home.” She murmured to herself, looking up at the sky confusingly, thinking that why she was going back home before completing her work. He was just smiling, seeing her cute antics.
“So tell me.” He said like a excited kid and She looked at him, having a naughty smile on her face.
“What’s cooking?” Sid asked looking at her suspiciously, noticing her naughty smile.
“Is this the kitchen ?” She asked and he nodded his head negatively.
“Then why are asking the question that what’s cooking.” She again laughed loudly, covering her mouth. Sid shook his head in disbelief, listening to her P.J.
“I will tell you but before that you have to play a game with me. Will you play?” She asked putting the condition in front of him.
“What game ?” He asked, getting irritated because he wanted to know that what she wanted to tell him.
“In this game, I will run and you have to catch me. If you catch me, I will be all yours and Then I will tell you whatever you want know.” She said excitedly. Sid was looking at her and thinking that he should play this game or not. He agreed to play the game because he didn’t want to leave this chance of knowing about her real feeling for him.
On the other side, Neyonika was standing outside of Sid’s room. When she tried to open the door. She came to know the door was locked. Then She started thinking that she should knock the door or not.
“I will meet him tomorrow. Cabir was right. I shouldn’t disturb his sleep.” Saying this Neyonika left.
Sana was making Sid run behind her from five minutes. He was trying hard to catch her, but every time he was getting fail in catching her. She turned to look at him while running and showed her tongue cutely like a small kid. Sid was enjoying this game. This game made him remind about his childhood. He had spent his childhood playing these types of games with his siblings and friends.
“Come on, catch me Sidharth.” She challenged him, turning to him. She was walking backward, looking at him. Sid was also looking at her, pulling up his sleeves till his elbow. He widened his eyes in shock as he realised that behind her there was swimming pool and she was only few steps away from it.
“Ahah..” She shouted falling down in swimming pool.
“Shehnaaz.” He yelled and rushed to catch her. He also jumped in the pool without thinking anything.
She came out of the water herself. The water level was low. It was coming upto to her waist level, but she was behaving like she was drowning in the water.
“I will die, I will die. Please somebody save me.”she shouted, moving her legs and hands like she is drowning in the water. He was standing in front of her, crossing his arms around his chest and having smile on his face. Her acts were making him crazy.
“Don’t need to be worried Sana because I am always there to protect you.” He reassured her after yanking her to himself, holding her both arms. She was looking at him like a innocent baby. Her wet hair and the water droplets which were falling from head to chin then to her neck and Curves of her body were now clearly visible. All these things were increasing his inner desires and arousing him. He wanted to suck all the water droplets from her body. No other girl made him feel like this before. She was the first girl who was making him feel different in all ways.
“Now I have caught you. So now you’ve to tell me, What you feel for me.” He whispered, tucking her hair behind her ear. His other hand was wrapped around her waist and he pulled her more closer to himself. Their front body rubbed against each other and awakened their inner desire more. As her eyelashes moved down, he instantly understood that she was shying.
He held her chin and pulled upward, making her look at him. “Are you gonna tell me or you want to see what I can do ?” He whispered, brushing lower lip, moving his eyes from her lips to her face for answer. She closed her eyes and got lost in his touch. She was feeling good because the way his thumb was brushing her lips, it was magical and she was getting weak. She was going crazy to feel his lips on her lips. He smiled seeing that how his touch was affecting her.
After removing his thumb from her lips, he snapped his finger to bring her back on the earth. She looked at him irritatedly because she was feeling so good and he spoiled it.
“What you want to listen that I love you ? Yes I love you.” Next moment She confessed her love in anger. She widened her eyes and palmed her mouth realising that she finally confessed by mistake. He was looking at her, raising her brows in surprise. He didn’t expect her confession at this moment. He wanted her to confess her love after becoming sober, but still his heart was jumping with the happiness inside because she finally confessed her love.
“Really ?” He asked to confirm. She nodded her head, looking at him and then moved her eyelashes down shyly. He felt like to start jumping in water in happiness because She finally confessed her love.
“In drunk state, she confessed her love. You will win in real when she confesses her love after becoming sober.” His mind reminded him that she was drunk. But still he was happy.
“I tried a lot to run away from the feeling of love but at last I fell in love with you. I even didn’t come to know how and when. Tum ho hi itne achai ki kisko bhi tumse pyaar hojae, but I don’t want to love anyone because love means trust. I don’t want to trust anybody. Who knows that one day you will also get bore from me and leave me.” She started sharing her fear and pain with him, becoming depressed. He felt hurt to see her broken and sad.
“I won’t, Shehnaaz. You are very special to me. I will never leave you. I will be always there for you. I will always follow you like a shadow. I will always support you, understand you, protect you and trust you. I will never let a single tear fall down from your eyes. That’s my promise.” He clasped her face and promised her. They were gazing into each other eyes fondly. His eyes were filled with love and her eyes were filled with fear and sadness.
“He too had promised me that he would never let me cry, but he was the only person who made me cry the most. I loved him truly, I trusted him blindly. I never realised that he was betraying me. I never realised that his love and his promises and everything he said to me was a lie. Tell me Sidharth, how can I believe you ? What is the guarantee that your true love is not a lie ? Please tell me..” asking this she started crying loudly in agony, holding his shirt’s collar. It was getting hard for him to control his tears. Her words and her condition was clearly showing that she was completely broken. Her pain was breaking his heart into million of pieces.
He was not hurt after knowing that she couldn’t trust him. He was hurt seeing her in pain because he understood, it was not her fault that she couldn’t able trust him. It was the fault of person who had broken her heart utterly. He was feeling like to kill that person with his own hand for betraying his angel.
“It was not his fault. It was my fault that I couldn’t able to see that he was betraying me. I was an idiot who trusted him. When he betrayed me, I had decided that I would never trust anybody and I would never love anybody, but falling in love is not in our hands. Nobody can stop us from falling in love, not even we can stop ourself from falling in love. I love you, Sidharth, but I am sorry, I can’t trust you.” She confessed and cried, hiding her face in his chest. He didn’t say anything, he just wrapped his hand around her and pulled her closer to him. He wanted to store her in his arms. Seeing her condition, he came to know that with time only she would start trusting him gradually. His no words could assure her that he would not betray her. Only the time would teach her how to trust people again.
“Mumma, Musu toh nini ni ae. Itni daldi musu ni sota. Mule chachu sath khelna hai.” She cried when Mahi was making her sleep in the night. Muskan was lying in her mother arms. Jay was working on his laptop, setting on the sofa.
“Musu, tomorrow is chachu’s engagement and early morning we have to visit a temple. That’s why we are sleeping early.” Mahi tried to explain her and she made a sad pout.
“Toh fil daddy ko bi daldi sone ko bolo. Silf musu aur mumma ku soe daldi?” She complained and asked Mahi to call Jay also. He was listening to them.
“Okay Musu, Daddy is coming.” Jay said getting up from sofa. Muskan made a sad pout. She was thinking that if daddy didn’t come then she would also not sleep, but her daddy spoiled her plan. He lay down on the other side of Muskan. He wished good night to her daughter and kissed her forehead then he wished his wife good night and kissed her forehead. Muskan unwillingly tried to sleep, closing her eyes. Mahi and Jay entwined their hand above Muskan’s head, having smile on their faces. They were looking at each other lovingly like they were talking to each other through their eyes.
Sidnaaz were standing in wet clothes in Sid’s room. Sid was taking out clothes for her and himself from cupboard. Sana was standing silently behind him. He gave her his lower and shirt to wear.
“Tum gussa toh ni ho na mujhse ?” She asked innocently taking the clothes.
“Why are you asking this question?” Sid asked confusingly, looking at her.
“Because I hurt you by saying that I don’t trust you.” She told him the reason of asking that question from him. In drunk state she was telling him everything clearly.
“I can understand that why can’t you trust me. That’s why I am not angry. You didn’t hurt me. In fact you made me happy by confessing your feelings.” He answered her, putting hand on her face and smiled.
“But you haven’t said that you love me yet, why ?” She asked confusingly.
“I will confess my love when you will start trusting me.” He told his decision and she made a sad pout.
“This is very wrong. I confessed my love and now you are denying to confess love to me. Very bad.” She complained like a small kid and Sid was looking at her having smile on his face.
“Now you should go and change or else you will catch fever.” As he said, she rolled her eyes to show her anger to him. Then she went to washroom without looking at him and he chuckled seeing her cute antics.
My next update will completely depend on your response.
So how do you find the update?
So finally Shehnaaz confessed her feelings and also shared about her fear with him. So how do find it ?
After becoming sober , will Sana remember about this ? What do you think ?
Do you now understand that why can’t she trust anybody?